Šodienas stāsti

Zebras princips.

2012-01-20T01:52:00.002+02:00

Pat tiem cilvēkiem, kas apzinās, cik fenomenāla un skaista ir šī pasaule, reizēm gribas padoties un krist.

Atziņa

2011-11-29T16:09:00.002+02:00

"Neko netaupi īpašam gadījumam. Īpašais gadījums ir šodiena."

/Regīna Berta/

So true!

2011-11-26T00:25:00.000+02:00

"We were not put on this earth to work, breathe and die."

/The change up/

It's all about the little things.

2011-11-03T21:35:00.005+02:00

You probably know the saying "Dance like nobody's watching; love like you've never been hurt. Sing like nobody's listening; live like it's heaven on earth" by M.Twain. Very recently I did exactly that. I danced like nobody was watching.

I'm not a crazy dancing maniac (unless overly drunk ;) ), but this was one of the times I really enjoyed. I had a good company, but this time it wasn't about the company. I had one of my do-what-other-people-usually-don't moment. Even though the dancing ground of the local club was fairly crowded I closed my eyes and danced like I was the only person there. I didn't change the moves, I just enjoyed the music and dance. Even an occasional bump into adjacent dancers didn't bother me. I must admit, it was suprisingly freeing and nice feeling. I had my moment.

All this story leads to my main point. Life as a matter of fact is heaven on earth if you're willing and capable of seeing and enjoying all it's wonders. Very noteworthy amount of happiness I find in these little moments. In things I elect to do differently than others just because it's fun. Or in the miracles I manage to find in the most common things.

There is a ton of situations where people do something in one way just because everybody does it that way, because it's easier or because it's according to some kind of rules. And I'm not saying here that I'm a hipster (to be honest I just don't care about all that hipster business) or that you should go against all rules, but sometimes it's just so much more fun for you or the people around you to cut bread with scissors, invent and perform (with your partner) some crazy dance moves during waltz music played in a formal ball or simply watching the stars while walking along the very middle of an empty main street of the city. As they say - what ever makes you happy. Just remember, it's all about those moments in your life. It's all about the little things..

Ólafur Arnalds - Ljósið

2011-11-03T14:59:00.003+02:00

A couple of comments below this youtube music video:

*Do you see that smoke? That's life. It keeps changing colors, direction, patterns. It's perfect.

Don't you wish it never stopped moving to the right of the screen?

*I'm in awe. The whole song just felt like a hug, and a whisper that everything was going to be okay.

I'm not sure if those guys where smoking smth while listening to the song or those were just their sober opinions, but either way I can absolutely relate to them (not really sure what that says about me). Powerful stuff. Here goes the song, enjoy!

Gustavs par to Everestu.

2011-10-23T15:18:00.001+03:00

Current feeling.

2011-10-12T00:33:00.003+03:00

"It's like ten thousand spoons, when all you need is a knife."

/A. Morisette/

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2011-10-06T22:40:00.002+03:00

"Es gribu, lai tikai tu manī skaties, - kad tu manī skaties, es esmu patiess."

/I.Ziedonis/

Adele vs Skrillex

2011-10-01T15:40:00.000+03:00

Change perspective.

2011-09-29T00:38:00.002+03:00

Be thankful every day.

Fulfilled lifetime.

2011-09-28T03:10:00.005+03:00

You have to live every single day like there's no tomorrow, but while doing so remember that you'll have to keep it up for a bunch of years to come. Sounds contradictory, but it isn't. One may think it's impossible, but it isn't. Just a perfect, fulfilled lifetime.

Key to living.

2011-09-27T23:27:00.001+03:00

"I'm not afraid of dying, I'm afraid I haven't been alive enough."

/movie "Mr. Nobody"/

Dreamer.

2011-09-24T17:53:00.003+03:00

"I was and still am a dreamer and that's what made me become the person I am today."

/Jared Leto/

Un vēl šis tas muzikāls: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MRYI07Bjfgw

Par rudeni prieks.

2011-09-17T02:53:00.002+03:00

Lai arī vasara bija fenomenāla, gaiss paliek vēsāks un vakari tumšāki, tomēr nemaz nav bēda, ka dabā jūtams rudens tuvums. Ir rudenim sava burvība un tas ir tieši tas, ko tagad vēlos. Dzīve ar šo vasaru nebeidzās. Gan jau būs vēl fenomenālas, siltas un gaišas vasaras.

Atkal par to dzīvi.

2011-09-08T02:46:00.004+03:00

Tā ir tik ārprātīgi daudzpusīga. Es varētu to salīdzināt ar miljons dažādām lietām un neviens no šiem salīdzinājumiem nebūtu kļūdains. Diemžēl šodien to nākas salīdzināt ar loteriju. Un tāda tā arī ir - kā loterija tik ļoti daudzās dzīves situācijās ik dienu. Būs vai nebūs? Paspēsi vai nepaspēsi? Ieraudzīsi vai neieraudzīsi? Loze būs pilna vai tukša. Diemžēl Kārlis šodien izvilka neveiksmīgo lozi.. Arī tik skarba mēdz būt dzīve, diemžēl. Bet Kārlis netiks aizmirsts. Tik daudz pozitīvisma, labsirdības un prieku viņš atstājis aiz sevis. Tagad viņš dzīvos mūsu atmiņās. Mūžīgi. Lai vieglas smiltis.

Why not?

2011-09-05T12:08:00.002+03:00

"There are people who ask "Why?"

and then there are others who ask "Why not?""

/found on the internet/

Me myself, a proud representative of "the others".

Viņa arī to lietu prot.

2011-09-02T05:59:00.003+03:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f4EE4bIFixQ&feature=relmfu - visu laiku iet uz repeat un nevaru apturēt. Nezinu vai to dziesmu vispār var nodziedāt labāk un vai ir pasaulē vēl piemērotāks izpildītājs.

I hope I see you soon.

2011-08-11T21:29:00.000+03:00

Brighter future.

2011-08-07T22:02:00.004+03:00

There are no bad days for beginning to change your life for the better.

O.T.H.

2011-08-04T14:48:00.003+03:00

"Take a look at yourself in a mirror - who do you see looking back?

Is it the person you want to be?

Or is there someone else you were meant to be.

The person you should have been, but fell short of?

Is someone telling you that you can't or won't? Because you can.

Believe that love is out there.

Believe that dreams come true every day. Because they do.

Sometimes happiness doesn't come from money or fame or power.

Sometimes happiness comes from good friends and family and from the quiet nobility of leading a good life.

Believe that dreams come true every day. Because they do.

So take a look in that mirror and remind yourself to be happy, because you deserve to be. Believe that.

And believe that dreams come true every day. Because they do.."

It's all I can do.

2011-08-04T11:36:00.001+03:00

O.T.H.

2011-07-29T14:34:00.001+03:00

Live the life. Live the dream. No fear.

Go hard or go home.

2011-07-26T23:21:00.003+03:00

Never intended on "going home" this summer. If I manage to keep up the pace till the end, it will have been an amazing summer. Actually, it already is. Go hard - life is once in a lifetime opportunity!

Getting high..

2011-07-08T19:31:00.004+03:00

I have a weird feeling inside. It's like I'm drifting away from the "real world" even though according to my beliefs very few people actually know what real life is all about. My life is becoming more fulfilling with every breath I take, because I'm becoming life-smarter every single day. It's great that I have found some friends that feel the same way, because otherwise people around me might think I'm on drugs or smth. Sometimes that's how I feel, only without the harming one's health part.

Am I sure?

2011-06-30T13:44:00.004+03:00

There are times when we start questioning our choices and wonder whether rejecting some of the opportunities were the right thing to do. The key is to make every single of our choices according to our conscience. Only then we can silence our doubts truthfully. Or at least try to silence..

Choice

2011-06-25T00:06:00.004+03:00

Life is a huge sequence of amazing experiences and adventures. Take it or leave it - it's up to you!

What comes next?

2011-05-22T23:46:00.003+03:00

Purposeless life sooner or later is bound to collapse in a huge pile of nothingness. I have a feeling that it could be mine if I don't change soon. Some accumulated bitterness is eating me from the inside and I'm trying to numb it with means that do no good to me. I'm disappointed in myself. Disappointment and bitterness are things I've lately observed in many other people too. It seems we all have some disappointment and insecurity inside, and try to hide or numb it in whichever way we can, but still I don't think this is the way to live. Purpose is what I need right now. Something to look forward to. Something to work for. Something to strive for. Until the present day I have been simply freerolling life and while that was a lot of fun, I probably should start working on strengthening it.

Lately I've been wondering about the concept of happiness. Happy life. What is that? What does it mean to you? Our understandings probably don't match - is that good or bad? Can either of us be wrong? Probably not, yet something leaves me confused in this lifelong quest for doing my best at living happily ever after. However, it's not as bad as it sounds, if I wrote this a few days ago, I would've probably said I was happy. Incredibly lucky is what I am, that's for sure. Happy? Mostly yes.

Anyway, disappointments are healthy. They make me change. Attack my insecurities. Work on my life. Find a purpose.

Australia's got talent

2011-05-12T00:06:00.003+03:00

Patīk man šitie stāsti - "You come out looking like this and you do THAT!"

Wrongs & rights

2011-05-07T12:05:00.002+03:00

I've done some wrongs, but alongside I've done rights. I'll punish myself for the wrongs, but the good deeds will grow & thrive and at the end of the day that's what will remain.

Mīlu vasaru!

2011-04-28T22:42:00.002+03:00

Jo tuvāk tā nāk, jo nepacietīgāks es palieku. Ar vienu kāju jau esam tajā, bet vēl nav tik silts. Gaidu, kad silts būs 24/7. Šī būs superawesome vasara!

Viss ir vienkārši.

2011-04-16T04:42:00.004+03:00

Es neesmu sarežģīts cilvēks. Dzīvoju pamatojoties uz dažiem vienkāršiem principiem - taisnīgums, atklātība, labsirdība un godprātība. It's that simple!

Un vēl, šodienu iekrāsoja laba dziesma:

Coincidence? I don't think so...

2011-04-15T12:27:00.002+03:00

Andris šodien uzrakstījis par vienu notikumu ķēdi, kas gala rezultātā ļāva viņam satikt kādu ļoti svarīgu un īpašu cilvēku. Daudzi teiktu sagadīšanās. Es teiktu nē! Patīk un piekrītu es tam teicienam - everything happens for a reason.

Strength, courage and wisdom

2011-03-28T17:37:00.004+03:00

Apparently there's even a saying/prayer in English according to which I'm leading my life:

"Lord, grant me the strength to change the things I can,
the courage to accept the things I can't,
and the wisdom to know the difference."

/heard in the movie "It's kind of a funny story"/

Peaceful warrior.

2011-03-16T01:42:00.003+02:00

"There's never nothing going on. There are no ordinary moments."

/from "Peaceful warrior"/

After afterall

2011-03-12T00:08:00.001+02:00

I'm lovin' it.

Dzīves gruži

2011-03-10T01:43:00.002+02:00

1) Jāizlasa I. Ziedoņa "Epifānijas", iepatikās viņa teksti.

"Teikt vai neteikt, ka tevi.. Un jā.. Varbūt pat ļoti."

2) Būs kaut kad jāaizbrauc uz zemāk redzamo vietu. Izskatās iedvesmojošiespaidīgi. Tā ir Indija.

Varbūt vēl kas, ko atcerēšos nākamreiz.

P.S. Gaidu pavasari!

Live - Heaven

2011-03-04T23:49:00.001+02:00

"I don't need no proof, when it comes to God and truth."

Izgudroju riteni!

2011-03-01T15:13:00.001+02:00

Yes! Nupat dzima lieliska ideja/risinājums vienam veselības šķērslim. Success! :)

Step 2

2011-03-01T14:39:00.002+02:00

Physical health/wellbeing. Working on that.

Iedvesmojoši

2011-02-27T22:16:00.003+02:00

Lai gan runa ir par Kanādu un kanādiešiem, daudz ko no teiktā Tu vari attiecināt uz sevi, ja vien Tavi uzskati ir līdzīgi. Tādai jābūt apziņai, ar kuru dzīvot - we are more!

Haoss

2011-02-27T17:25:00.002+02:00

Esmu haoss. Ir jāsakārto sevi. Pirmais solis - apkārtējās vides sakārtošana - pabeigts. Feeling a bit better already.

Regret

2011-02-20T15:45:00.004+02:00

It's good I strive (99% of times I do it successfully) to never regret anything I've done or experienced, no matter how bad or humiliating. If I didn't then now I would have to wonder if I regret meeting a certain person in my life. I never regret even meeting the people that have harmed me in any way. I simply exclude them from my life. Have you ever regretted to have ever met somebody? I'm confused.

But once I've mention regret I have to say - don't ever regret anything! Regretting means living in the past. Regretting is a problem not a solution. Live today. Live for tomorrow.

Broken record

2011-02-19T04:35:00.003+02:00

Laikam to jau iepriekš esmu teicis un visticamākais teikšu vēl - David Gray - Please forgive me ir vienkārši nereāli laba dziesma. Izārda dvēseli līdz pašiem dziļumiem pat tad, kad neprasās.
Neskatoties uz to, ka mīlu mūziku un ļoti labu dziesmu ir daudz, šī laikam manā pasaulē ir ārpus konkurences. Lai skan.

Look at it through different eyes.

2011-02-11T01:29:00.004+02:00

I unintentionally just did what I didn't know was possible. Through my friends' experience I just changed my own memories. It's surprising. It's great. And so I keep on learning life.

Charlotte Martin - Just like heaven

2011-02-09T23:43:00.001+02:00

Diezgan nereāli patīk.

Expect the unexpected

2011-01-30T22:11:00.003+02:00

Life keeps on surprising me. Once again absolutely unexpectedly a "thing" has happened that I secretly wished for, but didn't really anticipate for it to happen. As I've said numerous times before - life is full of surprises! :)

Again, a post on the state of being drunk

2011-01-26T00:32:00.003+02:00

In a way I wish I was always drunk. For me it's easier to reach what lies within my soul, and to say what I mean and I feel (and what people deserve to hear).

Travel

2011-01-24T16:05:00.000+02:00

Travel often; getting lost will help you find yourself.

/Autors nezināms/

Faith is the key

2011-01-20T23:28:00.005+02:00

There are times in our lives when we just have to take a leap of faith. You better be ready for when the moment comes.

Update

2011-01-18T02:31:00.004+02:00

Pašam prieks par to kā iesācies gads. Veiksmīgi esmu sācis pildīt savas apņemšanās - esmu jau supertuvu arī pirmajam zāles apmeklējumam. Šīs nedēļas laikā tas noteikti notiks. Papildus tam esmu nolēmis arī nedaudz pakoriģēt savu ēdienkarti, kas arī manu dzīvi padarīs tikai labāku :)
Beztam pirmajās 18 šī gada dienās ir dzimušas jaunas (atsvaidzinātas vecās) idejas un es jau nepacietīgi gaidu, kad tās tiks īstenotas.

Visas šīs veselīgās un/vai noderīgās nodarbes, kuras esmu apņēmies īstenot, rada manī arī vēlmi turpināt domāt, kā vēl vairāk sakārtot sevi un padarīt dzīvi un dzīvošanu foršāku. Tātad vispārīgi runājot - esmu gandarīts! Tā tik turpināt! :)

Šī vakara miega dziesma:

Aptauja

2011-01-06T03:34:00.002+02:00

Šodien pamanīju, ka mans sekotāju (oficiālo) bariņš ir sasniedzis apaļo skaitli - 10. Attiecīgi arī sveiciens jaunākajai sekotājai "That's she"!

Šis fakts savukārt uzjundīja manī ziņkārības vilni, kura iespaidā nolēmu izveidot aptauju (skat. labajā pusē). Zinu, ka pats sekoju līdzi vairākiem blogiem, bet, izmantojot interneta rīkus, kas manu identitāti patur noslēpumā (tos gan izmantoju ērtības nevis slepenības dēļ). Tas, kas mani būtībā interesē, ir cik tad kopā īsti ir to cilvēku, kas vairāk vai mazāk regulāri iemet šeit aci? Būšu ļoti pateicīgs, ja jūs visi izdarīsiet šos pāris nesāpīgos klikšķus. Paldies!

Pirmā jaungada apņemšanās

2011-01-06T03:20:00.002+02:00

Šajā gadā ir aizvadītas tikai 5 dienas, bet 2011. gada apņemšanos sarakstā jau varu atzīmēt pirmo panākumu - izlasīta (taisnības labad jāsaka, ka tā jau bija iesākta) pirmā grāmata. Sīkums, bet patīkami. Tā tik turpināšu!

Tattoo?

2011-01-04T02:51:00.004+02:00

Vienmēr esmu pieļāvis tādu iespēju, ka reiz uztaisīšu tetovējumu. Šodien sapratu, kurā vietā šis tetovējums varētu tapt. Tagad tikai jāatrod pašu tetovējuma dizainu/veidu/izskatu. Ir kādi ierosinājumi? Man ir tikai viens, pietiekami vispārīgs virziens, kurā domāt - vēlos tetovējumu ar domu. Labu domu. Pagaidām vienīgā ideja ir k-ko uzrakstīt ķīniešu valodas simbolos, tomēr tas šķiet pārāk nodrāzts variants (paliek kā worst case scenario).
Būšu pateicīgs par jebkuru svaigu ideju!

Vēl arī pāris labas dziesmas:

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P.S. Šodien aizsāku savu 2011. gada apņemšanos pildīšanu!

Step up 3D

2011-01-02T12:08:00.004+02:00

" Some famous guy once said, "To travel is better than to arrive" and I was like "What!?". Well because I used to think that there was only one path to take to where you wanna get to be in life. But if you choose that one path, that doesn’t mean you have to abandon all the others. I realized that it’s actually what happens along the way….that counts. The stumbles. Or the falls. The friendships. It’s the journey. Not the destination. You just gotta - I guess - trust the future will work itself out like it’s supposed to."

/Moose, Step up 3D/

Give him your heart and he'll give you his..

2010-12-28T10:31:00.003+02:00

Vakar noskatījos "Hachiko: A dog's story", kas izplēsa sirdi no krūtīm. 9 acis no 10.
Taču tā man lika atcerēties par kādu citu tikpat lielisku, jau kādu laiku atpakaļ redzētu suņu filmu - "Marley and me" - kādu zelta citātu tajā:
"A dog doesn't care if your rich or poor, clever or dull, smart or dumb. Give him your heart and he'll give you his. How many people can you say that about?"

Gada pārdomu laiks.

2010-12-26T23:39:00.004+02:00

Līdz ar Ziemassvētkiem un jaungada svinībām, tas ir klāt - laiks, kad uzlikt punktus uz "i" un radīt jaunus "i". Kā jau ierasts, Ziemassvētkus aizvadu ģimenes lokā. Šoreiz mājās pavadītais laiks radījis jaunu jeb varbūt atsaucis atmiņā veco atklāsmi - nenovērtēju to, kas man ir, bet man taču ir tik daudz! Ir jācenšas to neaizmirst katru atlikušās dzīves dienu. Jā, protams, ir lietas, kas pietrūkst, bet tādas ir visiem un tāda ir cilvēka daba, kas liek priekšplānā izvirzīt trūkumus un negatīvās lietas nevis novērtēt to, kas Tev ir šeit un šobrīd.

Es izjūtu žēlumu, par to kā dzīve "jāj" kādu man zināmu cilvēku. Bet patiesībā tādu cilvēku noteikti ir miljoniem. Žēl ir gan tāpēc, ka pašam personīgi ir skumji noskatīties, gan arī tāpēc, ka pasaule būtu vēl tik daudz foršāka, ja šis cilvēks staigātu pa pasauli laimīgs un nesadragāts. Īsti pamatota, skaidrojoša iemesla šādām situācijām nav. Tik vien kā visaptverošais skaidrojums - tāda ir dzīve! Kontrastiem pilna tā ir. Nav laba bez ļauna. Nav prieka bez skumjām. Nav ziemas bez vasaras. Un tā tālāk un tā joprojām. Ja kontrastu nebūtu, tad miegs nebūtu tik salds, zāle nebūtu tik zaļa un saule arī nespīdētu ne tuvu tik spoži. Laikam esošā pasaules kārtība papildināta ar ticību un sapņiem par ko labāku ir veiksmīgākais pasaules modelis. Nonetheless, žēl.

Visbeidzot, par tiem jaunajiem "i". Daudzi cilvēki vīpsnā par gadu miju kā atskaites punktu un brīdi, kad uzsākt jaunas apņemšanās, bet man vienalga. Es katru gadu kaut ko apņemos un cik iespējams cenšos arī šīs apņemšanās pildīt. Tātad nākamais gads:
1)atsākt regulāri lasīt grāmatas (kādreiz ļoti daudz lasīju, tagad praktiski nemaz);
2)trennažieru zāles apmeklēšana (nav ko slinkot);
3)uzsākt kādu jaunu aktīvo hobiju jeb k-kāda veida izglītošanos (pagaidām vēl precīzi nezinu, ko šis punkts nozīmē, bet tad, kad atradīšu, tad sapratīšu);
Tuvāko dienu laikā šis vēl varētu tikt papildināts...
Vēl arī tādas vispārīgākas apņemšanās uz nākamo gadu:
1)ceļot (Oslo & Krs - noteikti, Farēru salas?, vismaz vēl viens, optimālā variantā divi galamērķi);
2)nopietni pieķerties "Dzīves pierakstiem";
3)ieteicams, ja atrodas laiks, nauda un sakrīt arī pārējie apstākļi, apmeklēt kādu lielu ļoti labu koncertu (ideālā variantā Sigur Ros jeb Jonsi, taču derēs arī U2, Stings, Coldplay)
*4)sagatavot sarakstu "101 things to do in 1001 days"
Arī šeit - TO BE CONTINUED...

*UPDATED

Where is my mind?

2010-12-21T21:37:00.003+02:00

Another mistake.

2010-12-18T14:20:00.004+02:00

I made a mistake last night. Nothing serious, no harm done to anyone. Still it bothers me a little.

You live and you learn.

2010-12-08T00:07:00.002+02:00

Every other day life suprises me. It reveals its truths in ways and through situations I could never imagine. And that's what's so great about it. You never stop learning..

Keep yourself warm.

2010-11-29T00:03:00.002+02:00

It takes more than fucking someone you don't know to keep yourself warm.

Daudz laimes!

2010-11-18T13:09:00.003+02:00

"Palīdzi Dievs mūsu latviešu tautai dzīt saknes drīz brīvas Latvijas zemē!"

Probably

2010-11-10T01:23:00.003+02:00

Sometimes "probably" sounds better than the most assuring "yes!" you could ever wish for.

Ellīgi laps!

2010-10-30T19:53:00.003+03:00

"I am Sam" (2001)

2010-10-25T03:17:00.002+03:00

Saw it. Loved it.

The state of being drunk.

2010-10-24T04:44:00.008+03:00

First and foremost drinking is bad for your health. However, it does have some advantages. The things people say (sometimes also do) while drunk come from the bottom of the heart. The essential (sometimes) mind blowing truth. For a person like me, among other things it allows me to feel and be aware of what I actually keep inside my heart. It's crazy how effectively I'm able to misguide myself...

Song of the day:

Make it right!

2010-10-21T16:14:00.003+03:00

There's no such thing as a bad time for beginning to correct one's mistakes.

P.S. Life is unarguably the most interesting subject to study.

Look around!

2010-10-16T03:26:00.004+03:00

Unreasonable anger sometimes grows inside me. It borders with ridiculous jealousy and these feelings are directed towards a certain group of people, if I'm allowed to categorize people.
Anyhow, these feelings aren't based on any real reason whatsoever. We're all allowed to choose our own way of living life. I'm just not like 80% (and, actually, most likely considerably more) people and that somehow makes me feel like being in a disadvantageous position.

Regardless of the paragraph above, this was a good day and a good week. And it's just gonna get better!

P.S. Greetings to my most recent follower! Hopefully you'll find smth revealing, meaningful or, at least, useful here. I treasure all 9 of you (the followers of my blog) and also the ones I'm not aware of/that haven't registered as followers. Out of pure curiousity I'd like to ask a question to those followers which I'm not familiar with in any way - what made you follow this blog? Answers are welcome, don't be shy! :)

Laime.

2010-10-10T17:57:00.001+03:00

Nav tāda ceļa uz laimi. Laime ir pats ceļš..

Baušļi uz sirds tāfeles

2010-10-06T17:24:00.002+03:00

Ir jūtams, ka Z. Mauriņa bija diezgan labi izpratusi dzīvi.

"Desmit baušļus esmu uzrakstījusi uz savas sirds tāfeles zinādama, ka jauns ieskats, jauna apņemšanās, stingrs lēmums var brīvi ievirzīt jaunās sliedēs. Neizšķiršanās samīda dvēseles dārzu. Diemžēl pareizs ieskats vēl nenozīmē pareizi izdarītu darbu, bet rīcības sākumā ir doma. Tādēļ sev katru dienu atkārtoju:

1) Jāveido māja. Konkrēta māja ātri uzceļama, bet iekšpasaule nav gatava pērkama, kas to nepārtraukti neveido, tas drīz sabrūk drupās.

2) Nav jābeidz brīnīties. Kam dzīvība, mīlestība un nāve nav brīnums, vēl neaprakts jau miris.
3) Jātic un jāuzticas. Tik tici, un tu dzīvosi, kas šaubās, aiziet bojā - neuzticēšanās nozāģē dzīvības saknes. Labāk desmit reizes pievilties nekā nevienam un nekam neticēt.

4) Negaidi no ābeles čiekurus un no egles ābolus. Pārmetumu krusa sasit ābolus ābelē un čiekurus eglē. Katram stādam, katram radījumam tiesības uz savu vienreizību.

5) Nesaisties ar cilvēku, ja nevari panest viņa kļūdas.

6) Spriežot par cilvēku, atceries viņa dāvātos līksmības brīžus.

7) Novēli savam līdzgaitniekam vienpatības stundas, īslaicīgas šķiršanās saglabā tuvību.

8) Nevis šaubīties un vilcināties, bet rīkoties un iedrīkstēties. Nepatīkamas lietas jānokārto no paša rīta, tīkamas - jātaupa vakaram, lai netīksme ātri beigtos un prieka iecere ilgtu.

9) Miesas bads mazāk bīstams nekā gara bads. Pat atlēts sabrūk, ja dvēsele zaudējusi savu centru.

10) Dzīvo tā, it kā katra diena būtu pirmā un pēdējā. Nāves ieslēgti, nezinām, kad tā mūs pieņems savā varā.Kas prieku vairo, kalpo Dievam."

Nobody said it was easy.

2010-09-26T23:50:00.002+03:00

I'm becoming a person I don't like.
Need something life-changing.
Love my family from the bottom of my heart.

Alibi

2010-09-21T10:43:00.003+03:00

Un vispār, jā - tas viss albums aiziet uz urrā!

Dead end

2010-09-20T00:54:00.004+03:00

Dažas manas domas nonāk bezsakarīgā, savtīgā strupceļā un tas pats attiecas uz sajūtām. Kaut kas ir jāmaina, tikai īsti nezinu kā. Dzēst tās arī nav tik vienkārši un nevis dēļ standarta izteiciena - "tas nav tik vienkārši". Sviests, moving on.

Un vēl viena.

2010-09-13T01:39:00.003+03:00

Šī atklāta pateicoties Ievas gaumei.

Vispār patīk dziesmas, kurās kāds muzikāli izkliedz dvēseli.

Arlabunakti!

Dziesma par dzīvi.

2010-09-12T23:26:00.000+03:00

Par kameni.

2010-09-12T15:33:00.000+03:00

Vienmēr atceries par kameni. Pēc fizikas likumiem viņas spārni ir par mazu viņas ķermenim un viņa nespēj lidot. Bet viņa to nezin, un lido.

Run away.

2010-09-11T01:08:00.003+03:00

- You can't run away from your problems.

- Yes, but you can't blame him for trying.

I guess I've tried that and, yes - it didn't solve anything. Yet every single day somewhere deep inside I wish to do that again. Run beyond the horizon. For indefinite amount of time it makes you feel like you've succeeded..

Keep this in mind!

2010-09-09T17:35:00.003+03:00

Šodien tā pa nopietnam sāku lietot Google Chrome un Google RSS reader, kurā netīšām uzgāju šo attēlu:

Nav daudz vēl tik patiesu vārdu.

2010-08-16T17:27:00.001+03:00

Kam man skaistāku dzīvi, ja man ir labi tāpat
Domas nemaina cilvēki, bet gadi, kā saka
Man nevajag tos zelta kalnus, to pludmali Miami
Gribu lielu māju, blakus meiteni arī
Gribu divus mazus bērnus, puiku un meiteni
Gribu kaimiņus, kuri katru rītu sveicina
Gribu izkāpt uz balkona un ieelpot gaisu
Tas ir tik skaisti, āāi
Gribu sēdēt savā mašīnā un dzert alu
Gribu peldēt pāri horizontam, tālu, tālu
Tas ir viss, ko es lūdzu, tu tak saproti, brāl
No pašas bērnības pusplikiem pazaudēt prātu
Esmu reālists saknēs un palikšu tāds
Varbūt savas dzīves laikā es satikšu kādu
Ar kuru parunāties, iedzert un paklusēt
Bet līdz tam, kamēr jauni, varam patusēt

Kam man dzīvot skaistāk, ja es mīlu kā ir
Es mīlu dzīvot skaistāk, es mīlu ar sirdi
Es baudu visu, ko es redzu un redzu es daudz
Es varu palikt tepat, man nav vērts nekur braukt

Kam man dzīvot skaistāk, ja es mīlu kā ir
Es mīlu dzīvot skaistāk, es mīlu ar sirdi
Es baudu visu, ko es redzu un redzu es daudz
Es varu palikt tepat, man nav vērts nekur braukt

Es gribu pamosties kopā ar sauli un gaismu
Gribu pamosties blakus viņai, tā ir laime
Man tiešām nevajag naudu un tās dārglietas
Jo vislielākā bagātība ir maniem vārdiem
Es varu veltīt viņai saulrietu un zvaignes
Es varu staigāt pa mākoņiem taisni
Es varu pacelt viņu rokās un aiznest
Tur, kur mūžīgā gaisma, āāi
Jebkuram mirklim es ziedošu smagu darbu
Es varu nomirt un reinkarnēt savu karmu
Gribu visu, ko man dzīve dod un vairāk
Gribu būt blakus brīdī, kad viss mainās
Būt blakus tajā brīdī, kad piedzims bērni
Gribu uzvilkt viņai gredzenu, jo tas ir svēti
Gribu palīdzēt Dievam un piedot grēkus
Gribu atdot visu tiem, kuriem pietrūkst spēka

Kam man dzīvot skaistāk, ja es mīlu kā ir
Es mīlu dzīvot skaistāk, es mīlu ar sirdi
Es baudu visu, ko es redzu un redzu es daudz
Es varu palikt tepat, man nav vērts nekur braukt

Kam man dzīvot skaistāk, ja es mīlu kā ir
Es mīlu dzīvot skaistāk, es mīlu ar sirdi
Es baudu visu, ko es redzu un redzu es daudz
Es varu palikt tepat, man nav vērts nekur braukt

Dejo - kā neviens tevi neredzētu
Dziedi - kā neviens Tevi nedzirdētu
Mīli - kā nekad nebūtu sāpju
Dzīvo - it kā visu vēl varētu glābt

Dejo - kā neviens tevi neredzētu
Dziedi - kā neviens Tevi nedzirdētu
Mīli - kā nekad nebūtu sāpju
Dzīvo - it kā visu vēl varētu glābt

Kam man dzīvot skaistāk, ja es mīlu kā ir
Es mīlu dzīvot skaistāk, es mīlu ar sirdi
Es baudu visu, ko es redzu un redzu es daudz
Es varu palikt tepat, man nav vērts nekur braukt

Kam man dzīvot skaistāk, ja es mīlu kā ir
Es mīlu dzīvot skaistāk, es mīlu ar sirdi
Es baudu visu, ko es redzu un redzu es daudz
Es varu palikt tepat, man nav vērts nekur braukt

/Grafomāns - Kam man skaistāku dzīvi/

Weekend

2010-08-15T19:34:00.003+03:00

Tukums. Draugi. Klaģis. Sapulces. Lekšana no laipiņas. Putas, daudz putas. Pastaiga 1,5 h garumā ar basām kājām cauri Tukumam. Ballīte, ballīte un vēlreiz ballīte.

7. un 8. augusta stāsts.

2010-08-08T05:29:00.002+03:00

Šodien guvu divas atziņas, un, ja būtu spēks, tad pārdomātu šodien notikušo. Taču spēka nav, tāpēc pl. 5:31 saku arlabunakti. Šodien es dzīvoju vienkārši tā... ne par ko nedomājot...

Dzīvot vienkārši tā!

2010-08-07T14:30:00.003+03:00

Reizēm ir labi dzīvot vienkārši tā, ne par ko nedomājot.

Lai dzied Pēteris:

Embrace - Nature's law

2010-08-02T21:14:00.001+03:00

Vakara dziesma

2010-07-28T02:47:00.003+03:00

Laikam nav jēgas liegties, dziesmas liecina pašas par sevi - man patīk depresīva mūzika. Bet ko lai dara, ka patīk :)
Šovakar šī:

Kāmis

2010-07-27T14:00:00.002+03:00

Es zināju, ka viņš eksistē!!!

Paldies Tev! :)

The puppet master

2010-07-23T02:58:00.005+03:00

Sometimes I wish I had secret superpowers. I don't want to be able to fly. I don't want to see through walls. I "just" want to be able to fix what needs to be fixed. To be able to give the things that people deserve to have. Justice is the key.

Breath

2010-07-22T00:51:00.002+03:00

Something's raging inside. Party (but only partly) it's the reason why I like this song so much.

Domas, ilgas un vēlmes.

2010-07-16T02:10:00.004+03:00

Pilns prāts ar domām, ilgām un vēlmēm. Gribās kaut ko no tā šeit ierakstīt, bet nav laika, lai tās sakopotu loģiskos teikumos. Rīt agri jāceļās un jādodas pozitīvās brīvdienās!

Bet par domām, ilgām un vēlmēm....par tām kādā citā lieliskā vasaras vakarā. Lai jums izdevusies nedēļas nogale!

Rain

2010-07-06T22:08:00.006+03:00

A couple of weeks ago I set a task for myself. I wanted to learn to enjoy rain more. I've always liked watching thunderstorms raging outside, while I'm inside. But I wanted to be able to enjoy rain while I'm outside and not bother about becoming soaking wet. Why? It's hard to explain. I guess simply because it's great. And I'm not talking about some chilly autumn evening rain. I'm talking about summer rain. I made this resolution in Crimea, while... guess what, the rain was pouring down on me. And from that moment on I started to feel a gradual change. We were hiding from rain even though most of us were soaking wet already. I went "outside" away from the cover of souvenir booths and looked at the sky. It was a great feeling. A while later we simply ignored the rain and did a bunch of fun bullshit. Now we fast forward to today. I was at the beach today. Today I hoped it would start to rain. No, not just rain. I wished it would start pouring down. It/I wasn't hot at that moment. I just missed the feeling..

Resolution fulfilled, job well done!

2010-07-06T03:41:00.001+03:00

"Our fingerprints don't fade from the lives we touch."

/Remember me (2010)/

..,

2010-07-02T02:22:00.005+03:00

Suddenly I realised that I've said it a million times in my mind.. what does that mean?

Friend, you make me feel..

2010-07-02T01:57:00.005+03:00

It's a great feeling to see a good friend shine from happiness. It's a great feeling to care about a friend without any limits. It's tough to see a friend needing help and not knowing how to help them.
All of this I felt today.

Brīnumainās pārvērtības!

2010-06-16T04:46:00.002+03:00

Paspēlējos ar emuāra izskatu. Līdz galam apmierināts neesmu, bet vismaz ir kaut kas jauns :)

Wrong turn 2

2010-06-16T04:43:00.002+03:00

It's 4:43 a.m. and I just realized that I might have been pushed away from a possibly wrong turn once in my life. Thank you!

Wrong turn

2010-06-10T23:22:00.002+03:00

Do you ever wonder whether you have taken a wrong turn in your life? I do. Just now. Don't have any particular moment on my mind. Just generally wondering. And if I or somebody else has, is it possible to get back on the "right way" in the next crossroads? Just wondering..

Visions of paradise

2010-06-10T21:18:00.000+03:00

Lesson of life #1

2010-06-05T19:28:00.005+03:00

If a mistake (or a series of mistakes) has been made in the beginning, it's at least twice as hard to correct them later on.

Solutions.
1) Don't make mistakes. (If you are a human, it's unreal, I know. Even the best of us make mistakes.)
2) Correct the mistake as soon as possible (as soon as you've realised it).
3) Accept the fact that it will be at least twice as hard to correct the mistake later, if you have missed the best possible time for doing that.

P.S. Mistake = not necessarily something bad or faulty.
P.P.S. Apart from counting the lessons of life, the numeration doesn't hold any additional meaning. It is not in any way connected with the significance of the lessons.
P.P.P.S. Looking forward to meeting a friend!

Braille

2010-06-02T14:53:00.002+03:00

"Just sitting here and trying to decipher
What's written in Braille upon my skin..."

Back in the life!

2010-05-30T18:08:00.002+03:00

A sudden strike of depression. Waking up didn't help. However fun still is contagious and I'm back in the game!

Hints for today.

2010-05-15T18:25:00.000+03:00

BBQ, rainy day and "Snow patrol".

Good morning world!

2010-05-15T11:30:00.002+03:00

It's a wonderful feeling to wake up in the morning after you have died in a dream.