Mixed emotions

You live and you learn. Again. Last weekend was fun and full of things to reconsider. I failed and learnt from my own mistakes. I was pleasantly suprised for the outcome of some meetings and somewhat disappointed in others, but hey, that's how life goes, doesn't it? And somehow I am happier to have experienced my mistakes, because now I know where I should improve. Nobody is perfect. However, you don't get even close to perfect if you're not trying to.

The darker times.

I've learnt that for most of us life isn't easy in one way or another and when all that weight goes down on us we just have to be strong and power through, because we can and because if we play our cards right it all will get better eventually. At the darker times there are certain things that keep people above water. For some it's their other half or close friends that cheer them up and have their back when they are weak. For me in addition to my supportive friends, it's the knowledge that there are good people out there whose lives are going great. People who are happy and absolutely deserve it. When I think about it, it's probably because that would be a proof of carma and that by leading a smart way of life and being good one can eventually reach a happy life. Unfortunately, today one of such supporting pillars came crumbling down. A friend, who I thought had a reasonably happy and good life, had made some bad mistakes and sounded pretty beat up inside. I will have his back now and help to work his sh*t out. However this would be a good time for some good news. Need to strengthen my fortress..

On the other hand, lately I have been rather dissatisfied with some of my actions and the way I've taken my life so I'll try to change it for the better (again). Hope it works. For all of us.

Miles.

"But I have promises to keep

And miles to go before I sleep,

And miles to go before I sleep..."

/Robert Frost/

We are the broken people.

Yeah, I'm really slow, but somehow only now I realise what is my kind of people. Those are the broken people. I just feel them so well and just as well they feel me. The connection through shared pain is strong. It doesn't mean all my friends are broken. Luckily, no. But quite a few of them are. Strong, smart, kind and happy outside. Broken somewhere deep inside.

Zebras princips.

Pat tiem cilvēkiem, kas apzinās, cik fenomenāla un skaista ir šī pasaule, reizēm gribas padoties un krist.

Atziņa

"Neko netaupi īpašam gadījumam. Īpašais gadījums ir šodiena."

/Regīna Berta/

So true!

"We were not put on this earth to work, breathe and die."

/The change up/