Control freak.

I used to feel uncertain and unconfident with matters that I couldn't affect (control?). Often those were actions of other people. Now, I can't even control myself. So, what do I do now?
Pray for time to help me out once again.

"I was bruised and battered
And I couldn't tell what I felt
I was unrecognizable to myself
Saw my reflection in a window
I didn't know my own face..."

/B. Springsteen/